It surely wasn’t love at first sight. There was no butterflies in my stomach, no sparks, no frozen time and fly away popcorns when we met, like the scene from Big Fish, my favorite movie.
We met during college, that time he was with my friend, I was with someone else, and we never talked. Years after years, we met again. And at that time he was already single and I was recently split up with my ex. He was there as my friend when I need a shoulder to cry on. He listened to my never ending sad song. I was torn into pieces and he picked them one by one till I can get up on my own.
One day, he told me about his feelings. I was surprised and yet somehow deep down in my heart I knew. I told him to give me more time but he pursued me for another 3 hours of conversation, until i said let’s give it a try.
it’s so typical him. An Aries, a male goat, know what he wants and will do whatever he could to make it happen.
I never thought I would fall for a guy like him. He’s total sanguine, a clean freak, a very realistic guy. Really not my type and almost all our interests are the opposites.
I love jazz and anything vintage, he saw it as rubbish. I love to read. He doesn’t. I can’t stand noise. He shouted if he’s angry, then he cools down and totally forget about it. I was hurt and I can’t forgive him that easy.
I don’t know for sure why I’m still with him.
Maybe it’s because of the innocence and stupid face he makes whenever I’m mad at him.
Maybe it’s because we never mad at each other longer than 5 minutes.
Maybe it’s how he challenges me to be the best I can be.
or maybe it’s love..
that never given up on each other.
maybe.
